Ack. I’m still losing it with my arm injury.
Last week I felt pretty smug about the fact that I have finally had enough experience with arm/hand injuries that are exacerbated by typing/mouse use, to have gotten over RSI denial and just stay away from the computer completely when these things flare up. I actually did a bit of work with tools last week- I started a bunch of work on my van, and installed a water heater(yes, for heating shower water, not making biodiesel) at my volunteer janitor ‘job’, went to kung fu class all week and beat the crap out of a punching bag, and none of this set off the elbow injury. Every time I get injuried, I find myself begging and praying to some kind of the medical Gods is that I recover enough arm to handle tools daily. I swear I think I can live without email as long as I can run a wood shop.
I was feeling like I’d made the right decision by shelving the computer and putting my life on ’suspend’ for two months when I ran into Lyle Estill who didn’t stop typing when a similar injury hit, and is now suffering a typical RSI inability to use his arms for the same reason- too much bad-posture typing at the kitchen table, and not being able to stop doing so. He has just submitted a book manuscript. Meaning it’s probably too late for his injury, as all of his book was typed, injuries and all, rather than dictated. In other words, he’s probably 100% fucked. In celebration of this, he’s FINALLY agreed to let me help him figure out how to use his buggy voice recognition software so it can finally learn how to recognize the word biodiesel (as opposed to ‘buy a diesel’, which is what the software thinks you’re saying if you haven’t first read the software’s manual and don’t know that there’s a provision for training the program to understand the odd or technical terms you use)
Lyle calls my fight with the injury ‘the arms race’. Last week I thought I’d won the arms race, and was flaunting my tools-using while he rubbed his elbows and admitted that voice recognition might have a future after all. Last time I got an injury, it was on the other arm, had started as a sports injury, and didn’t clear up for 18 months, until I stopped using the computer or my hands completely for over two months and let everything go to hell while I waited for my hand to heal. It’s been almost this long this time and it isn’t working. Crap.
of course, I haven’t gotten voice recognition, or anything else, set up yet either- according to the dates on this blog, I got online on the 9th and I believe the computers, both of them, have been off ever since, when my arms started twanging. Last night, I re-started the painful process of transferring my files, trying to untangle the mess I have in my email filters and downloading updated software for the new machine. An hour or two into this, I hadn’t even done any typing, and my elbow had already started sending me warning shots just from using a mouse (with the opposite hand) and apparently sitting with my arms up on the keyboard. Today I wrote exactly one very short Lyme forum post and one very long meeting-notes email, and my arm instantly reverted back to a Square One of pain.
This is going to suck. I am doing a lot of traveling in Febuary, which means that I won’t have the luxury of having a quiet room to myself to do voice recognition dictation in (the program doesn’t work in noisy environments, and my brain doesn’t dictate with others around). Virtually everything I need to do is on hold because of this.